"Lonely...Im ms.lonely...i have no body...im on my own..aaaa..."
That was the song stuck in my head as i walked out from church after service today. All my member balik kampung, leaving me alone... sob sob.
Though, Shirley is coming back tomorrow and Chu on Wednesday, yet it was just different knowing that they are all geographically far from me. Their absence made me realize how much they have been part of me and I'm soo greatful to be planted here in W6 and to run this race with them.
During Asia Conference, Keith preached on not losing our joy for any cost. Boy! I tell you it is one of the best sermon I've ever heard. A very significant message from his preaching that day was on being a blessing to those around you by not losing your joy. This line did not only change my attitude, but it taught me to appreciate my W6 family.
Despite all her piling assignments and exams, Cannie never let go of her joy due to stress. She's always smiling and now, im missing those smiles. The need to perform beyond excellency and competition at work place never stopped Shirley from spending time for me during my hard times. At a point of time, Kerlit was soo pressured by assignments and exam. I felt it even through MSN chat with her, yet even in the midst of all these business she had the time to catch up with me. Di di, there's something naturally special about you. Just by being there itself, you can change one's mood. You are soo gifted man! Chu, do i have to say anything about you? If we are the arms, you're the head and that explains it all. Di di and Chu don't get upset cause i didn't say much about you'll k :) , maybe because im more emotinally tied up with girls..hehe! but i love the both of you just like the rest of the family.
It's my exam season, im supposed to be stressed up, but look at me soo emo pulak..ish ish!
by the way, Happy Bufday, Cannie!!!!
muax!
geetz
CG ~ 19th Feb 2009
